Its kinda funny that I have no idea who you people are but I feel guilty leaving the hobby and I feel like I am letting you all down. I just need to step away for now and think about everything. Something inside wanted me to get into this hobby, maybe I will try again someday. I will go larger. Have a great new year. Talk to you later. I will be in touch.
Don't feel bad. It is nothing outside of the norm to get frustrated from time to time and pack it all in. I have, many, many times in the past. You will be back! Once you delve into it like you did, the hook is sunk and there is nothing wrong with taking a breather. My first nano was back in 92 and I kept it till a move, went to reptiles never giving reefs a second thought. Then one day the interest sparked again and been going since.
Really, there is nothing wrong with getting out of it, but just wait, you will be back, maybe next year, maybe in 10. Once you experiance the beauty of S/W it will never leave you alone. And you are always welcome here, remember, we all have gone through it before.