Well... id be lying if I said I wasn't sad about this. But as someone said above, we all have prioritys, and it is very responsable of you to take the "kick in the nuts" instead of making everyone suffer.... I hope everything comes together and you can get a new tank real soon, or better yet... run into a way to keep this beast. You had it all planned out so well!
Either way id like to wish you the bst Eric!...... and you'd better keep us posted lol (funny coming from me)