[Jeremy0322]

Wow, it feels like its been forever since I have posted on here. I do not really know if it has gone noticed or not but i think it has been almost a month and a half since my last post. It has just been a really hard time and I figured I would let everyone on here know what has been happening. About a month and a half ago my 2.5 year relationship crumbled in about a week. I dont completely know why yet, and neither does she alot of the time, but it hit me really hard. I have some anxiety issues and some mild depression stuff wrong with me and alot of the time that takes stuff like that and just multiplies it. For a better idea since the girlfriend thing happened I have lost about 16 pounds, went from 145 to 129 in around 45 days, I just stopped eating. It was also at that time that I began my testing for something called Ciliac Disease, which means that I am allergic to stuff such as Wheat and Barley and things of that sort. If that comes back positive, which my gastroenternologist thinks its going to, i will have to go on a Gluten free diet, and that will be horrible for me...haha. I will also be having testing done on a growth/tumor on my tibia in my left leg, and even though my doctor says the chances of it being cancerous is like 1% the anxiety issues make that horrible for me aswell. School was done and the job started and all of this stuff just hit me all of the sudden and I kind of just broke down hard. It seemed like everytime I was in the mood to post I didnt really have the time and everytime I had the time i didnt feel like posting, but tonight both finally met up. So, for the good news. The tank is great. The fish are both happy and healthy and dotty the shrimp has molted 2 times that i have seen in the last month. The starfish from Elliott is loving life and never seems to sit still for very long, and the mushrooms finally broke off their bases and moved around. I looked today and there are new baby mushrooms growing in their place, it was awesome to see. The button polyp still hasnt split yet but it alive and for the most part seems happy. I am hoping to be around more often now that everything seems to be coming back together in my life and figured I would explain why I was gone for so long.

Oh, and I will try to get pictures of the Tank and Tyco soon, he is my new puppy that I talked about and has gotten so BIG so fast, it makes me sad...haha